I haven't posted in almost 2 months. So much for being a blogger. There has just been so much going on in life, I have a hard time sitting down to ponder through the things I am wrestling with.

BUT, one thing I am doing right now is re-reading through the book Captivating by John and Stasi Eldredge with a good friend of mine. I read the book for the first time six years ago, but I feel something in me that is needing to be reminded of message in it, the journey of discovering the woman God created me to be.

I've been feeling like such a failure lately. A failure at being a wife, a failure of a missionary, a failure of a Christian... Now that I am in a different place in my life than the 18-year-old, sophomore in college Lisa, I need to figure out how to be that woman God has created me to be as a wife. This next phase of my life... because I've forgotten or don't know how to.

Hopefully through this, I will remember and learn. I'm going to be posting my thoughts as a re-read to help work through them. At least it will be something to keep me more consistently posting!